Milli

Moving journal!

2008-09-26T13:10:02Z

Moving to here: http://ph0enixr0se.livejournal.com/

So if you'd still like to read my random crap, add me.

If I had My Choice...

2008-09-25T15:59:27Z

I want a girl with a mind like a diamond
I want a girl who knows whats best
I want a girl with shoes that cut
And eyes that burn like cigarettes
I want a girl with the right allocation
Who's fast, and thorough, and sharp as a tack
She's playing with her jewelry, she's putting up her hair
She's touring the facility and picking up slack
I want a girl with a short skirt,
And a long jacket

I want a girl who gets up early
I want a girl who stays up late
I want a girl with uninterrupted prosperity
Who uses a machetti to cut through red tape
With fingernails that shine like justice
And a voice that is dark like tinted glass
She is fast, thorough, and sharp as a tack
She's touring the facility and picking up slack
I want a girl with a short skirt,
And a
Loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong
Jacket

milliisaspying @ 2008-09-18T21:09:00

2008-09-19T01:11:41Z

Er... because I saw Wild's and thought it was sort of neat?:

http://kevan.org/johari?name=NotBrittany
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=NotBrittany

milliisaspying @ 2008-09-15T20:03:00

2008-09-16T00:05:56Z

I wish that I felt confident with myself.
I wish that I was good at something.
I wish someone would tell me what it is so I can stop looking.
I wish someone else would tell me I'm worth something.
I wish I didn't fail so often.
I wish things would go right, even once in a while.
I wish I knew what I wanted.

milliisaspying @ 2008-09-11T15:23:00

2008-09-11T19:37:25Z

I realize I haven't made a proper update since coming to school... so here it is:

I've been back at Oneonta State for about three weeks. I live in an awesome building this year with some really great people and our quad is working out well.
I'm finally delving into my upper-division courses in both of my majors and I'm in some really interesting courses.
I'm taking two anthropology courses: Genetics and Human History, and Intro to Archaeology.
Two history courses: Tsarist Russia and U.S. Foreign Relations Since 1914.
And Biology 100 to get rid of my science with a lab requirement. (ick)
Other than that I'm trying to stay involved with campus activities and get into some new things and try to start enjoying my time here.

Travis is back home taking a semester as a part-time student at the community college and working to make some money and he plans on applying for re-admit to RPI in the spring to finish his degree. My fingers are crossed for him.
He's coming to visit me this weekend. We're celebrating our 5 year anniversary :) <3
That freaks me out a bit: that means I was only 14 years old when we met. And now here we are, five years down the road. I really never expected that.

Hope all's well with everyone else!

One of those things you do when you have no life.

2008-08-20T17:09:23Z

Directions: Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.

How many songs: 2211

Sort by title...
First song: About a Girl by Nirvana
Last song: 9 at the Pine by Less Than Jake

Sort by time...
Shortest song: Welcome by The Offspring
Longest song: Forget the World by the Hippos

Sort by album...
First song: Affirmation by Save Garden
Last song: Thanks by Sublime

Top 5 Most Played Songs (Not very accurate - my itunes blew up recently and I hate to import all of my music again :{ )
1. Rivers of Babylon by Sublime
2. The Impression That I Get by The Mighty Mighty Bosstones
3. It's a Wonderful Life by Bandits of the Accoustic Revolution
4. Be My Yoko Ono by the Barenaked Ladies
5. Inside Out by Eve6

First 5 songs that come up on Shuffle...
1. Swagger by Flogging Molly
2. Me and Bobby McGee by Janis Joplin
3. Ebin by Sublime
4. The Spicy McHaggis Jig by Dropkick Murphys
5. Schoolboy by Mustard Plug

Search...

1. "Sex" - How many songs come up: 4
2. "Death" - How many songs come up: 17
3. "Love" - How many songs come up: 82
4. "You" - How many songs come up: 250
5. "Love" and "you" - How many songs come up: 15
6. "Hero"- How many songs come up: 6
7. "Human" How many songs come up: 1
8. "Woman" How many songs come up: 7
9. "Man" How many songs come up: 101
10. "World" How many songs come up: 39

milliisaspying @ 2008-08-20T11:01:00

2008-08-20T15:12:49Z

My goodness.
This summer has been particularly long and difficult... and I'm glad it's almost over. I'm heading back to school next Monday and for once I'm looking forward to it.
Things aren't perfect between Travis and I, but I guess we'll just keeping doing what we've been doing: taking things as they come. He's not returning to RPI. He's living home and going to community college to take a few electives for one semester and then trying to transfer in somewhere else.
We're leaving for Boston tomorrow to visit a good friend of mine who's going to grad school out there. I haven't seen her in over a year and I'm really excited to get the chance to visit. Plus Boston is a beautiful city, we plan on doing a little site-seeing and visiting the New England Aquarium.
My stepsister is getting married on Saturday. Sunday I'll pack a bit more. Monday I'll leave. And that's that, I suppose.
I hope everyone is doing well.
Love and miss you guys, and I appologize for never being around.

milliisaspying @ 2008-08-07T08:48:00

2008-08-07T12:51:06Z

Things to do today:

1. Clean
2. Find school books
3. Work
4. Salvage what's left of my 5-year relationship
5. Try to be happy
6. Try to be happy
7. Try to be happy
8. Try to be happy
9. Try to be happy
10. Try to be happy

2 for 1 day.

2008-08-05T00:29:28Z

Bold what you have done.

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink.
02. Swam with wild dolphins.
03. Climbed a mountain.
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive.
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid.
06. Held a tarantula.
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone.
08. Said "I love you" and meant it.
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease.
11. Bungee jumped.
12. Visited Paris.
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea.
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise.
15. Seen the Northern Lights.
16. Gone to a huge sports game.
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables.
19. Touched an iceberg.
20. Slept under the stars.
21. Changed a baby's diaper.
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon.
23. Watched a meteor shower.
24. Gotten drunk on champagne.
25. Given more than you can afford to charity.
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope.
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment.
28. Had a food fight.
29. Bet on a winning horse.
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill.
31. Asked out a stranger.
32. Had a snowball fight.
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier.
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can.
35. Held a lamb.
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy.
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip.
38. Taken an ice cold bath.
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar.
40. Seen a total eclipse.
41. Ridden a roller coaster.
42. Hit a home run.
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days.
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking.
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day.
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors.
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment.
48. Had two hard drives for your computer.
49. Visited all 50 states.
50. Loved your job for all accounts.
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced.
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied.
53. Had amazing friends.
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country.
55. Watched wild whales.
56. Stolen a sign.
57. Backpacked in Europe.
58. Taken a road-trip.
59. Rock climbing. (well... indoors)
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice.
61. Midnight walk on the beach.
62. Sky diving.
63. Visited Ireland.
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love.
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them.
66. Visited Japan.
67. Bench pressed your own weight.
68. Milked a cow.
69. Alphabetized your albums.
70. Pretended to be a superhero.
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day.
73. Posed nude in front of strangers.
74. Scuba diving.
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye.
76. Kissed in the rain.
77. Played in the mud.
78. Played in the rain.
79. Gone to a drive-in movie theatre.
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it.
81. Visited the Great Wall of China.
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog.
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better.
84. Started a business.
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken.
86. Toured ancient sites.
87. Taken a martial arts class.
88. Sword fought for the honor of a woman. (does this go in conjunction with #89?)
89. Played D&D or another RPG for more than 6 hours straight.
90. Gotten married.
91. Been in a movie.
92. Crashed a party.
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have.
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced.
96. Had sex at the office.
97. Gone without food for 5 days. ( that's like saying are you anorexic or did you have some horrible incident involving that desert/rocking climbing/foreign country trip?)
98. Made cookies from scratch.
99. Won first prize in a costume contest.
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice.
101. Gotten a tattoo.
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on.
103. Rafted the Snake River.
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert".
105. Got flowers for no reason.
106. Masturbated in a public place.
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything.
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug.
109. Performed on stage.
110. Been to Las Vegas.
111. Recorded music.
112. Eaten shark.
113. Had a one-night stand.
114. Gone to Thailand.
115. Seen Siouxsie live.
116. Bought a house.
117. Been in a combat zone.
118. Buried one/both of your parents.
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off.
120. Been on a cruise ship.
121. Spoken more than one language fluently.
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone.
123. Bounced a check.
124. Performed in Rocky Horror.
125. Read - and understood - your credit report.
126. Raised children.
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy.
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour.
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars.
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country.
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did.
132. Called or written to your MP/Congressperson.
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over.
134. ...more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge.
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking.
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did.
138. Had plastic surgery.
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived.
140. Wrote articles for a large publication.
141. Lost over 100 pounds.
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback.
143. Piloted an airplane.
144. Petted a stingray.
145. Broken someone's heart.
146. Helped an animal give birth.
147. Been fired or laid off from a job.
148. Won money on a TV game show.
149. Broken a bone.
150. Killed a human being.
151. Gone on an African photo safari.
152. Ridden a motorcycle.
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph.
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced.
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol.
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild.
157. Ridden a horse.
158. Had major surgery.
159. Had sex on a moving train.
160. Had a snake as a pet.
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon.
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing.
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours.
164. Visited more foreign countries than US states.
165. Visited all 7 continents.
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days.
167. Eaten kangaroo meat.
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground.
169. Been a sperm or egg donor.
170. Eaten sushi.
171. Had your picture in the newspaper.
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime.
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about.
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions.
175. Gone back to school.
176. Parasailed.
177. Changed your name.
178. Petted a cockroach.
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes.
180. Read The Iliad.
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read.
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them.
183. ...and gotten barred from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you.
184. Taught yourself art from scratch.
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating.
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt.
187. Skipped all your school reunions.
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language.
189. Been elected to public office.
190. Written your own computer language.
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream.
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care.
193. Built your own PC from parts.
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you.
195. Had a booth at a street fair.
196. Dyed your hair.
197. Been a DJ.
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal.
199. Written your own role playing game.
200. Given a tramp a sponge-bath.
201. Masturbated a caged laboratory animal (o.o......)
202. Pretended you liked Kevin Smith movies when you secretly didn't.
203. Deliberately, personally, and purposefully insult someone to their face to cause as much harm as possible.
204. Sold any part of your body, or any product from it, for money.
205. Had a secret published in Post Secret.
206. Sent food or wine back in a restaurant.
207. ...and regretted it.
208. Seen a bioluminescent tide.
209. Robbed a grave. (you mean like... Indiana Jones grave robbing? Or committing felony grave robbing?.)
210. Taken a microgravity airplane (or spacecraft!) ride.
211. Inspired a painter.
212. Had a three-way conversation, speaking 3 different languages (sometimes all 3 in one sentence) and everyone understood.
213. Held a raptor in your hand.
214. Visited Stonehenge.
215. Somehow, in some way, even without knowing it at the time, saved someone's life.
216. Broken your back.
217. Personally have over 2 terrabytes of hard drive space.
218. ..... In one computer.
219. Hurt yourself on camera so it would be a popular video on the internet.
220. Ever looked up a lost love years after the fact.
221. Lived on a boat in the middle of the ocean for an extended period of time

milliisaspying @ 2008-08-04T16:50:00

2008-08-04T21:03:43Z

"From the outside looking in you can't understand it;
From the inside looking out you can't explain it."

And that's really how I feel about my past week. I just finished a volunteer session at a camp for children with handicaps and other medical diagnosis (cancer, Sicke Cell Anemia, spinabifida, HIV/AIDS). It was seriously one of the most amazing experiences I've ever had.
I don't really know what else to say.

I'm having a stuck day.

2008-07-12T18:41:25Z

I made up my mind when I was a young girl
I've been given this one world
I won't worry it away
But now and again I lose sight of the good life
I get stuck in a low light
But then Love comes in

I do what I can wherever I end up
To keep giving my good love
And spreading it around
Cause I've had my fair share of take care and goodbyes
I've learned how to cry
And I'm better for that

Red letter day and I'm in a blue mood
Wishing that blue would just carry me away
I've been talking to God don't know
If it's helping or not
But surely something has got to got to got to give
Cause I can't keep waiting to live

milliisaspying @ 2008-07-08T16:48:00

2008-07-08T20:49:29Z

So it's been a while. I know everyone has their own things going on and whatnot.
My brother finally came home from the hospital. It will be a slow recovery but we're getting there.
I work a lot. I sleep when I can. I wish I had more time for everyone.

milliisaspying @ 2008-06-22T09:00:00

2008-06-22T13:01:45Z

My brother finally moved out of ICU last night.
I haven't been around much, and probably won't be.
I'm splitting all my time between work and the hospital right now... it's all I can do.

milliisaspying @ 2008-06-18T17:51:00

2008-06-18T21:53:28Z

My brother is still in the hospital. He's been in ICU for three days. When he came in, the doctors basically told us he was dying. His vitals have improved but he's in a lot of pain and today I guess was a bad day.
I'm worried. I'm stressed out. I'm stuck here working until Saturday (the hospital is an hour away).
I want to be there with my family.

Ouchie feet.

2008-06-16T20:18:18Z

The
past few days:
Father's Day = kiss my ass. I haven't spoken to my father since my highschool graduation, I doubt he really cares that I didn't contact him.

But Father's Day also happened to be the day I started my new job at the Holiday Inn.
We served 181 people during my shift on the first day. Bad day to start :{ My feet hurt.
I'm exhausted. I'm working 12 hours between two different jobs, and I have to wake up at 5:30am.
I dislike the Holiday Inn so much right now. I never, EVER want a minimum wage job as my career. I would go out of my mind. I keep reminding myself that this is what college is for.
Hostessing isn't all that hard in and of itself. It's all the other bullshit that's a pain. First of all - I work 8 hours shifts (which almost always end up going over, today I work 1 hour and 20 minutes of overtime) and we get no breaks. Because I don't smoke, they "don't expect" me to take a break. If I want to eat lunch or go to the bathroom or make a phone call I have to request it from the manager and get someone to watch the desk.
Can you say illegal?
Apparently they can by-pass the break laws by calling the downtime between customers "breaks". But whatever. Maybe I'll feel better about this on payday.

My brother is in the hospital again. He his Spinabifida - a birth defect where the spinal cord is outside of the spinal column at birth, it causes partial paralyzation from the waist down and many bladder and bowel problems for my brother. Last summer he was in the hospital for one week because of a ruptured bladder - he almost died.
This year is the exact same thing. I haven't been able to drive out to see him because of work. Tomorrow if he doesn't come home, I will probably spend the day there. It's a stressful time for my family.

milliisaspying @ 2008-06-12T11:44:00

2008-06-12T15:50:01Z

Apparently I fail at making html code from quizes work in my journal.

Travis and I started going to a Karate Dojo that's near my house (American ZenDoKai). He trains in Judo at school, but I have no martial arts experience. Last night was tough, I feel sore today. I like the challenge though. I definitely need to keep doing Yoga - being limber is really imporant in martial arts. So it's neat so far. I think we'll keep going.
I got the hostessing job at the Holiday Inn. It's a morning job, I start Sunday (6:15am, sharp). I'm glad I found a second job though. This means I can put away money for school and pay for the karate classes. Oh yeah. And GAS. Eff you, OPEC.

milliisaspying @ 2008-06-10T10:27:00

2008-06-10T14:35:42Z

I just got back from an interview at the Holiday Inn for my second part time job. There is a position open as a hostess in the restaurant. The lady who interviewed me said she will review my current schedule with the general manager and call me later.
The only thing... the job starts at 6am :{
So yay for never getting sleep for the rest of my summer lol. Althought they did say they'll give me work when I come home on breaks, which the library doesn't do because they're usually at full staff.
And I just made a great discovery - digital cable has LOGO, all gay TV. *runs off to watch hot lesbians*

Look at me, three in a row :D

2008-06-03T15:24:15Z

Woot.
So it's Tuesday. I don't have work today. I feel like a bum, right now I only work like 8 hours a week. Once summer begins I get a regular 12-15 hours at the library. My employer also told me I can start digging into some of the local history projects, which I'm really excited about (*nerd*).
I'm still thinking of getting a second job, perhaps waitressing or hostessing somewhere that only needs weekend help. The extra income will help both myself and Travis.

I just wasted like half of my first paycheck on some music - Styx, Journey and Earth, Wind & Fire. I was in a classic rock mood I guess. The new Journey album comes with a DVD of their concert, which I happen to be watching right now.
I never knew the lead singer of Journey was a weird looking little Asian guy. lmao.
Whhheeeeeel in the skyyyy keeps on turnin', don't know where I'll be tomooorrrroooowwwwwwww.
Ok I'm done.

Um. What else?
My old dog, Sable, is all.. arthritic and in pain and I feel bad. But our "puppy" (the 90lb husky mix) is staring at me right now begging to go out and play. But I feel bad leaving Sable behind, she still thinks she's a puppy.

Maybe I should go be productive. Or play Morrowind. hrm.

A real update

2008-06-01T15:02:24Z

Ok. So. What have I been doing for like... the last 6 months?
Finishing school. I managed to get a 3.9 this semester, and I worked my ass off for it. The good news is that for myself, I'm starting to straighten my future out a little.
I'm embarking on a double major with History and Anthropology, and although I'm way ahead credit wise, I think it will still take me the full 4 years to complete both majors. I'm looking into Grad school also... I don't think I can get a job with a four year degree in either field (especially because I'm not going through the Education major program, I don't think I want to teach). For that I think I'm going to pick Syracuse University, they have graduate programs in both majors and it isn't that far from home.

The bad news... Travis (my boyfriend) is going through a rough time. This year he should have finished his four year degree at RPI, in Aeronautical Engineering. As it turns out, he needs to go at least a year and a half extra to finish his degree.
Worse than that... he's been academically dismissed, the school doesn't wish for him to finish his degree at RPI. I feel so bad for him. He's one of the most intelligent people I know. This is probably because of all of his issues communicating with people. I think if he'd bonded with some professors and asked for help when he needed it, they could have boosted his grades a bit.
I really want him to make an appointment to talk to the school. He can't give up on this, he's supposed to be the one of us who has it all figure out.
It's like our relationship has been nothing but trials and separation and hoops to jump through. I'm so sick of the struggle. I'm ready for this period in our lives to be over.
I don't know where it all goes from here.

Two stupid updates in one

2008-05-31T01:50:43Z

How fun for you guys, considering I don't ever update this thing.
There are a lot of issues I need to get off my chest, but I don't think I have time to write them all down right now. One year of school down, back at my library job and keeping busy. I miss everyone. I'm sorry I'm not around more.

And because it was funny:
The google "YOURNAME needs" thing:

1. Brittany needs to eat a sandwhich. (lmfao)
2. Her black book now.
3. An update.
4. A loving and nurturing adoptive parent
5. Food and regular veternary care (lmao @ sharing my name with a dog breed.)
6. Her self confidence back.
7. Daily brushing of the hair coat to keep it free of burrs and tangles after hunting or roughhousing.
8. Rescue. (oh yeah?)
9. A new home.
10. To hear this.

Because I'm Bored... And Wild's Journal said I could :P

2008-02-29T02:12:18Z

01. Pick 15 of your favorite movies.
02. Go to IMDB and find a quote from each movie.
03. Post them here for everyone to guess.
04. NO GOOGLING/using IMDB search functions.
05. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
06. Those who guess correctly have to do the meme next!

1.  Perhaps those who would warn you that the Anschluss is coming - and it is coming, Captain - perhaps they would get further with you by setting their words to music.

2. Of course you can. I'm not questioning your powers of observation I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.

3. Liar! Liar, Liar, Liar! You've all got your heads up your assholes because love is. It just is and nothing you can say can make it go away because it is the point of why we are here, it is the highest point and once you are up there, looking down on everyone else, you're there forever. Because if you move, right, you fall. You fall.

4.  Angry Villagers: LEAVE US ALONE, MEL BROOKS!

5. It is a strange fate that we should suffer so much fear and doubt over so small a thing.

6. My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius, commander of the Armies of the North, General of the Felix Legions, loyal servant to the true emperor, Marcus Aurelius. Father to a murdered son, husband to a murdered wife. And I will have my vengeance, in this life or the next. Gladiator, guessed by Kirazi

7. I know exactly what you mean. Let me tell you why you're here. You're here because you know something. What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire life, that there's something wrong with the world. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad. It is this feeling that has brought you to me. Do you know what I'm talking about?   - The Matrix, guessed by Tear

8. He was quoting the Bible, Revelations. "Behold the pale horse". The man who "sat on him was Death... and Hell followed with him".

9. I've fought many wars in my time. Some I've fought for land, some for power, some for glory. I suppose fighting for love makes more sense than all the rest.

10. Your eyes are full of hate, forty-one. That's good. Hate keeps a man alive. It gives him strength.

11. As God is my witness, as God is my witness they're not going to lick me. I'm going to live through this and when it's all over, I'll never be hungry again. No, nor any of my folk. If I have to lie, steal, cheat or kill. As God is my witness, I'll never be hungry again. Gone With the Wind, guessed by Kirazi

12. Me? I've had so many names. Old names that only the wind and the trees can pronounce. I am the mountain, the forest and the earth. I am... I am a faun. Your most humble servant, Your Highness.

13. ~~Let me get this straight. You know her. She knows you. But she wants to eat him. And everybody's okay with this?~~ - The Lion King, guessed by Tear

14. ~~Someone has to save our skins. Into the garbage chute, fly boy.~~ Star Wars, guessed by Tear

15. It's the sense of touch. In any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people, people bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something.

Oh LJ, How I've Missed Thee

2007-12-09T02:13:14Z

Well no, not really.
More how I've miss you guys.
I had a journal before, long story short it didn't work out for me. I probably won't be updating on my side, but I certainly want to keep in touch with all of my old friends <3